I’ve always been controlling, and a little bit nosey, having to know everything. God has shown me a type of love, the perfect love, the only love I’ve ever been 100% satisfied with. It’s confusing thinking about and doesn’t line up to the characteristics I’ve displayed, because I never know what He is doing and I’m never in control, and yet I am completely and perfectly lost and left without control in the most beautiful way possible. While with everyone and everything else I say “what can I do, change, get my hands on?”, “I want to know”, with Him something in me says “who cares, you don’t need to know”, “you’re safe”, “you can trust Me”. // And yet still my soul sometimes doesn’t rest in the only Perfect thing I’ve ever known. How silly is the human, and our false comforts.

I’ve always been controlling, and a little bit nosey, having to know everything. God has shown me a type of love, the perfect love, the only love I’ve ever been 100% satisfied with. It’s confusing thinking about and doesn’t line up to the characteristics I’ve displayed, because I never know what He is doing and I’m never in control, and yet I am completely and perfectly lost and left without control in the most beautiful way possible. While with everyone and everything else I say “what can I do, change, get my hands on?”, “I want to know”, with Him something in me says “who cares, you don’t need to know”, “you’re safe”, “you can trust Me”. // And yet still my soul sometimes doesn’t rest in the only Perfect thing I’ve ever known. How silly is the human, and our false comforts.

My best friend. She tries to keep me from going crazy, and it’s pretty much impossible. But I love her for trying. // you’re my favorite ❤️❤️

My best friend. She tries to keep me from going crazy, and it’s pretty much impossible. But I love her for trying. // you’re my favorite ❤️❤️

This is what happens when you’re a winner. #winning  (at Disney California Adventure)

This is what happens when you’re a winner. #winning (at Disney California Adventure)

Are you exhausted yet?! // Happiest Place on Earth (at ESPNZone-Downtown Disneyland)

Are you exhausted yet?! // Happiest Place on Earth (at ESPNZone-Downtown Disneyland)

Eating healthy on vacation, especially a Disneyland vacation, is nearly impossible. But can be done. // Whole wheat toast, poached eggs, turkey bacon and bowl of fruit #nailedit #nowwheresthemickeyicecream

Eating healthy on vacation, especially a Disneyland vacation, is nearly impossible. But can be done. // Whole wheat toast, poached eggs, turkey bacon and bowl of fruit #nailedit #nowwheresthemickeyicecream

Yesterday as I woke up early to work on a huge freelance project that the deadline got moved up on, my loving sister slaved away meal prepping for us, cooking, cleaning, and keeping me company for hours as I worked. This girl seriously has one of the biggest servants hearts I know, whether she is complaining through it or voluntarily doing it, she ALWAYS gets the job done, and is willing to do it again and again. I cannot count how many times my little sister has helped me, favored me, or just plain done something for me. The Lord has instilled such a beautiful gift in her and I pray she becomes more aware of it and for more opportunities. She has a big place in this Kingdom. What a privilege it is to call her my sister.

Yesterday as I woke up early to work on a huge freelance project that the deadline got moved up on, my loving sister slaved away meal prepping for us, cooking, cleaning, and keeping me company for hours as I worked. This girl seriously has one of the biggest servants hearts I know, whether she is complaining through it or voluntarily doing it, she ALWAYS gets the job done, and is willing to do it again and again. I cannot count how many times my little sister has helped me, favored me, or just plain done something for me. The Lord has instilled such a beautiful gift in her and I pray she becomes more aware of it and for more opportunities. She has a big place in this Kingdom. What a privilege it is to call her my sister.

Because some days you just NEED a venti frappachino with extra caramel. // and I loved it.

Because some days you just NEED a venti frappachino with extra caramel. // and I loved it.

This girl is the perfect friend. She is beautiful (don’t worry, I have more depth than that). She loves The Lord with all her heart & is an amazing example because of that. She is such a prayer warrior, not only for her life but for others, you can count on her blessing you through prayer. She is not needy, a friend who is always there but doesn’t always need the recognition. Her heart overflows with the love of our Heavenly Father. She is so giving, & would give the shirt off her back if she had to. And the most inspiring thing is her ears for The Lord, so eager to hear & ready to obey, this girl is the essence of 1 Timothy 4:12 and 1 peter 3:3-6 // I miss you friend <3

This girl is the perfect friend. She is beautiful (don’t worry, I have more depth than that). She loves The Lord with all her heart & is an amazing example because of that. She is such a prayer warrior, not only for her life but for others, you can count on her blessing you through prayer. She is not needy, a friend who is always there but doesn’t always need the recognition. Her heart overflows with the love of our Heavenly Father. She is so giving, & would give the shirt off her back if she had to. And the most inspiring thing is her ears for The Lord, so eager to hear & ready to obey, this girl is the essence of 1 Timothy 4:12 and 1 peter 3:3-6 // I miss you friend <3

Had a wonderful weekend with my family and love. // I couldn&#8217;t ask for a better life. #thankyou #iloveyouguys #sharedodyssey (at Ceasar&#8217;s Palace)

Had a wonderful weekend with my family and love. // I couldn’t ask for a better life. #thankyou #iloveyouguys #sharedodyssey (at Ceasar’s Palace)

It&#8217;s about to be the best night ever. // Oops WE did it again #BritneySpears #childhooddreamsdocometrue (at Planet Hollywood Resort &amp; Casino)

It’s about to be the best night ever. // Oops WE did it again #BritneySpears #childhooddreamsdocometrue (at Planet Hollywood Resort & Casino)